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I was almost having a heart attack here. [Nov. 28th, 2005|05:34 pm]
Yeah.

Clara has returned to the Heavens.

I've got too much to do with her.

Heh. Labor of girl-love.

Right. Get me another bottle of wine.
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More Heavens Stuff [Nov. 22nd, 2005|11:19 pm]
I'd just like to share some of the E-Mails I got after I closed the Heavens for repairs.

No names revealed here of course.

Good evening,
I just joined the Shoujo-ai Goddess Heavens a little time ago (under the nickname ******) and see there are currently problems on the boards about which you're rather vague about btw (flood using bots or things, hacking? That's too bad...). Anyway I don't really know if I could help (I just studied html/php a bit but am rather bad at this^^') but if yes I'd be glad to be of any help, and wish you good luck with repairing the damage done :s


I replied to this one, but I feel I don't need to say that here.


What happened to the heavens? If it is restored, will it look the same, or will it be diffrent?


Nope.

What's happening to the forums? Are we being attacked by Homophobes?

It would seem that way.

Hey this is ******,

Hey what is up? The Heavens under attack, it just doesn't seem right. Is it someone with a grudge, or just some random hate crime? I hope you can get things up and running again, I know I am fairly new to the Heavens but I have come to love the place SO MUCH. Please, I am begging you, get things up soon.

I know there is nothing I can do, but I am cheering from the sidelines "Go team Heavens"

The Heavens is a community founded on love and there is NOTHING that can
beat us. I love you guys, good luck and keep me informed.
--

"Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep."


That one was very touching to me.

I had just joined up about 2 days ago, and now someone has attacked the server, makes me so mad. I hope that you are able to return and even if it turns out that you cant, i just wanted to say thanks for a great 2 days.

take care and be well,

ganbatte yo! ^_^


Only been around two days and concerned. Damn.

Hi, I'm ****** on the Heavens, and I've been out due to school work and other things the last two weeks...and I guess I want to know what happened.  What do you mean by 'under attack?????'  I was very surprised to see that message when I logged on today...  Hope everything is well and you get the server back up soon. 

Lost of concern again.

I just wanted to send my thanks for providing a safe haven for anime fans to talk about their special issues free from embarassment. I hope you can continue to provide such a place for us. It saddens me that the intolerance and stupidity of others would be able to affect such a special place, even for a short while. Your website is one of the few places that would allow homosexuals and transgenders like myself to speak openly, and it means the world. All through the fun of anime. Ganbatte, and may the Divine show you all the graces you have surely earned through your continuing hard work!


But that one really got to me.

Damnit. I want the site back up alot more now...but all I can do is wait...

I'm out.

-Zero
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2005|03:53 am]
I really feel like a Shoujo-Ai Goddess Heavens Administrator now.

I just got called Zero-sama.

Damn.

Someone get me a glass of wine. I feel the need to get drunk and party off this.
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Final Fantasy XI, my re-ignighted addiction [Nov. 12th, 2005|03:39 pm]
[Current Mood | energetic]

So yeah, I think I'm going to spend alot of time in this journal talking about my game and all the fun I have. First in the post would be an update of my character stats.

NerasSerenity:
30WHM/17RDM
And varried other jobs.
Server: Fairy
Linkshell: EDKnighthood and ClanWolf

So yeah. It's 3:39PM and I just finished the first of probably five garrisons we're doing tonight. I got a Garrison Boots. Oh my. Def: 4 INT+1 MND+1. I love these damn things. Way better than my Sandals (Def 4). After a rough start we're now running off Garrisons one after the other. Hopefuly I'll get even more goodies to party with. Of course, I could sell the boots...200K...Nah. I like 'em too much for that.

Second garrison starts in 15 minutes. Gotta run people!
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Star Wars Quiz [Jun. 18th, 2005|03:49 pm]


As expected.
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Man, I haven't done one of these in so long... [May. 26th, 2005|01:09 am]
LiveJournal Username
name
age
have you dirty thoughts??
wants to pound you till you break the headboardjaysoon
wants to tongue bathe youyamipirogoeth
uses your picture as part of their masterbatory rituals...iamhitori
draws xxx rated pictures of you and them togetherjaysoon
wants to tie you down and have their way with youcastortroysd
wants to do you in public :Odocta_j
This Fun Quiz created by Valerie at BlogQuiz.Net
Capricorn Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz



Wow. I feel so gay now...

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

I'm not so bad right?

If your friends were in a generic High School shoujo manga...
by Sangosama
Your LJ/Xanga name: 
The excessively hyper and positive Hero/Heroine:snhknives
The quirky best friend (and sometimes rival):tsunami_jones
The athletically adept tomboy:koopiskeva
The cross-dressing bishonen/bishoujo:iamhitori
The unbelievably brilliant archnemesis:jaysoon
The permanently angsty bishonen:docta_j
The Yankee who is inevitably saved by the Hero/Heroine:pwolf
The sage (yet sultry) school nurse...with a dark past!:nhmkamv
The science teacher all the girls (and some of the boys) have a not-so-secret crush on:tigrae
The megalomaniacal school Prinicipal:kagato9999

(Check here if this is a Xanga account, not an LJ: )
Anime Pictures, Anime Wallpapers, Hot Anime Girl Pictures, and Anime Music Videos at Anime Cubed!


Wow. Crazy.

You scored as Yoda.

</td>

Yoda

78%

General Grievous

67%

Anakin Skywalker

56%

R2-D2

44%

Obi Wan Kenobi

44%

Darth Vader

42%

Clone Trooper

39%

Emperor Palpatine

36%

Mace Windu

36%

Chewbacca

31%

Padme Amidala

28%

C-3PO

25%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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I own you all biznatch!

So what's been going on in my real life? I graduate in a month, then it's on to bigger and better editing stuffus! AWA HERE I COME!!!
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2005|10:04 pm]
[Current Music |Rosencrantz & guildensterN - Final Fantasy 7 Seven Degrees Of Judgment Short Remix]

Oi. I'm bored. Let's do a quiz.

Who's in your university press anthology of collected essays? by cataptromancer
Username
Collection Title
1. Opening essay that's basically a summary, bysherl0k
2. Essay that has nothing to do with topic, byjaysoon
3. Rambling piece about mills, bykagato9999
4. Incomprehensible theory essay bytigrae
5. Poetically written but thesis-free essay, byiamhitori
6. Essay by prof who doesn't get it, bydocta_j
Response: You're all idiots, given bycastortroysd
Amount the UP will sell it for$49
Chance of anyone ever buying it: 42%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2005|06:54 am]
ChrisBuddy (6:47:44 AM): Damn. This party was a bit boring.
Eightbit Fury X (6:47:51 AM): huh
ChrisBuddy (6:48:10 AM): Brad's party/get together thingy.
Eightbit Fury X (6:48:23 AM): what did you expect when you got there?
ChrisBuddy (6:48:45 AM): Girls and fun. Got the girls, didn't have the fun I was hopeing for though.
ChrisBuddy (6:50:15 AM): I mean, they were stripping in the last one (I got pics, wasn't there though) and this time they were all reserved and shit. The only thing that was cool was that I gave a lesson in tieing bondage ropes.
ChrisBuddy (6:51:40 AM): Still with me?
Eightbit Fury X (6:55:15 AM): lost..
ChrisBuddy (6:57:39 AM): Ok. Last time Brad had a shindig like this, the girls were stripping for a camera and I got the pics after. It was fun and I kept talking to them. Anyway, come this time around, the girls leave early and the only fun I really have is teaching the girls how to tie bondage ropes while their clothes are still on.

That was my night. Boring.
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My passion for Counterstrike grows... [Jan. 13th, 2005|10:41 pm]
[Current Music |Dance Dance Revolution - dj TAKA - Colors (For Extreme)]

If you wanna play, lemmie know. I'm addicted...
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2004: Life breathes from my body like a river. [Jan. 7th, 2005|09:18 pm]
[Current Mood | contemplative]
[Current Music |Bob Dylan - The Hurricane]

In the tradition of my brother...

My year in my review: Sucked.

Autism is imparing my ability to be creative with what I say.

I'm not gonna lie to you. It was a terrible year. So let's do some lists like my borther.

Bad:

5. "YOU'RE GOING TO SUMMER SCHOOL." -My Guidance Councilor. Can anyone say put down? Me? I'm extremely briliant, but yet I can't do work that is completely uninteresting. So I slacked and procrastinated throughout the year. This was bad. Plus I missed Disney World again.
Resolution: None. Dead and buried.

4. "YOU'RE NO LONGER PART OF THE HEAVENS." -Baka Neko. Don't even ask why getting kicked out of the Shoujo-Ai Goddess Heavens affected me so damn much. I never felt so depressed. I've never been kicked out of a fourm or anything before, but I didn't think I would feel so bad after I left. I take this with a sigh.
Resolution: Still unresolved.

3. "YOU'RE STILL IN RETARD SCHOOL." -Josh Suppa. No friends. No one to talk to. This is school at it's finest. Boring.
Resolution: Six more months...

2. "I WAS FUCKING SHOT!" -Me. My lonelyness that was brought on by so much and most important of those being me being shot last year (2003 kids). I felt like I lost the only few people I could ever talk to in my life.
Resolution: Cable. Life with people online is a grand help.

1. "...AND WITH THIS BLADE, I SHALL FINALY END IT ALL." -Me. As I took that sword to my neck I recited those words, for I thought them to be my last. I've felt so lonely that is was affecting me in ways I never thought possible.
Resoltuon: I'm still here.

And the good. Gotta mention that too.

5. "VIDEO GAMES ARE A CONDUIT FOR THE SOUL. THEY EXPAND OUR LIVES, CHALLEL OUR IMAGINATION, TEST OUR SKILLZ. GAMES EXIST AS A CHANNEL FOR THE BOUNDLESS ENERGY OF PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD. IT IS A MEDIUM YOU ARE INCAPABLE OF UNDERSTANDING." -Largo. This was an extremely good year for video games. Big releases like Halo 2, Metroid Prime 2, Tales of Symphonia and more fueled all the fun. The Ninteno DS was released with very high standards. Not to mention I got my first real crack at professional gaming.
Resolution: Play more. Get better. Get stuff for it.

4. "THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD SEEMS LIGHTER." -Shrine in Diablo II. Senior project is finaly done. The last thing I am required to do as a real graduation requirement. I got a 93 on the thing I find out later.
Resolution: Done.

3. "HELL RETURNS FOR IT'S FINAL TEN MONTH STAY." -Me, in reference to school. My last year of High School. No class ring. No graduation cerimony. I shall avoid the place known as retard school as much as possible.
Resolution: Working there.

2. "I AM TRUELY BEAUTIFUL, I AM BEAUTIFUL LIKE YOU!" -Beautiful Like You. For some bizzare reason, finding and talking to this person so much felt like such a joy. More than anything else I've ever felt. Am I in love? I don't know. I've been devoid of happy emotions of a long time.
Resolution: Maybe this will help me get with a girl again and stop being so damn cold.

1. "DID YOU HAVE CRAB?!!!" -hyde of L`Arc~en~Ciel. This was the highlight of the year. The Concert was the highlight of the convention, but the convention was everything. I had way too much of a good time. Even if I was doing nothing but pacing the floors of the Baltimore Convention Center, I was having a good time. I had friends. I wasn't alone anymore.
Resolution: My cure all. I'm going again and look out Atlanta! Zero is comming to town!

With that, on to 2005.
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BLY [Dec. 28th, 2004|07:19 am]
[Current Mood |working]
[Current Music |Dance Dance Revolution - ZZ - The Legend Of MAX]

Remeber BLY, someone cares about you.

Keep going kid.
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2004|07:16 am]
                   
xmas party at chrisbuddy's house!!


  kagato9999
kagato9999</strong> drank 6 cosmopolitans and a gin.

kagato9999</strong> declared their undieing love for iamhitori</strong> before proceeding to nibble their earlobes tenderly.

According to the AA's best estimates it will be 6 months before kagato9999</strong> is sober enough to drive again.

jaysoon
jaysoon</strong> drank 7 gins, 12 stouts, 11 sambuccas, 11 vodkas, 2 poteens and 5 mescals.

jaysoon</strong> was arrested for screaming "Hot Sushi Yon Kebab!" at a war veteran
    who happened to be hobbling past the house at the time.

sherl0k
sherl0k</strong> drank 3 brandys, 15 pilsners, 7 cognacs, 10 whiskeys, 8 aftershocks and 5 sambuccas.

evillittlekiwi
evillittlekiwi</strong> drank 7 vodkas, 15 poteens, 10 goldschlagers, 9 white russians, 4 pulques and a hot toddy.

chrisbuddy
chrisbuddy</strong> drank 11 white wines, 14 mint juleps, 10 cosmopolitans and 4 white russians.

iamhitori
iamhitori</strong> drank 15 vermouths and 5 aftershocks.

yamipirogoeth
yamipirogoeth</strong> drank 14 gins and 3 kahluas.

Oh what a beautiful morning! Oh what a beautiful day! Some bastards puked on the ceiling! jaysoon</strong>, sherl0k</strong>, chrisbuddy</strong> had better stay out of chrisbuddy</strong>'s way!
   


       

                   
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Phantom loves James, and I should get out of my way so I don't puke on myself?

*Shrugs* It's just another day in my bland life folks.
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Quick Rant [Dec. 20th, 2004|06:42 am]
It's 6:45 and -10F. DAMN IT'S COLD!!!
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Shopping [Dec. 20th, 2004|02:45 am]
So today I go to the store to pick up some food and there's my friend Gary playing santa claus instaid of chashing out. Go figure. But I guess it's work for him.

Then I go to the mall to pick up some new skates, which I got for $110 as opposed to $150. Thank goodness for things going out of bissness.

*Shrug* I can't sleep again...
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The project is done. [Dec. 16th, 2004|09:07 am]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |Meatloaf - Two Out of Three Ain't Bad]

Let me bury it now.

I felt it didn't go well.

And I felt worse when I got home. I went too fast durring the presentation and didn't account for that. I may of had a small impact on people today as to what I do, but I just feel really bad now. Sure. You could say I've got a huge load lifted off my shoulder, but I think it's starting to affect me elsewhere. *Head bobs around freely* I feel terrible and haven't slept for days. Good night people.
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Senior Project [Dec. 16th, 2004|06:05 am]
[Current Mood |nerdy]
[Current Music |The project movie]

It's finaly done.

Show starts in one hour and thirty minutes.

Wish me luck.
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"I got hit in the head with a hammer" and other Power of Physics Tales [Dec. 10th, 2004|08:36 pm]
[Current Mood |busy]
[Current Music |Gundam Wing - Two-Mix - Last Impression]

Ok! I belive the Whitesboro High School physics teachers are completely whacked.

Not just a little, but out of their minds.

So I'm bringning four books home from BOCES, not just any four books, four 1500 page refererence manuals and as some of you know, I have retard school the second half of the day. I get into physics and someone asks about them, so I say. "I've got to catch up on some light reading over the weekend. Mr. Putnam, my brother's ex-physics teacher says, "Oh, I've got to get the hammer for this one." He goes into the back and pulls out a nail hammer and stacks the books on my head. First he says, "Do you belive in the power of physics?" then he hits the books on top of my head. Of course, since I have the books and they take the impact, I never get damaged. Sure I flinch, but no problem. Next Mr. Greco asks me to hit my self in the face with a bowling ball on a pendium for the sake of demonstration. Since I never got the throw down power level just right, it would either wreck my face and glasses, or not hit me at all. I was just trying to touch my nose with it. Oi. Back to the Senior Project!

I'm gonna start drooling right about now. (Thanks Kagato for this one)

Or we'll add some quiz things.



CHRISTOPHER
C is for Cultured
H is for Handy
R is for Refined
I is for Impressive
S is for Silly
T is for Trendy
O is for Old
P is for Powerful
H is for Healthy
E is for Enthusiastic
R is for Responsible




Describes me Well



ZERO
Z is for Zippy
E is for Exuberant
R is for Revolutionary
O is for Outrageous




That's different.


What kind of a girlfriend/boyfriend are you?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You are perfect
When your g/f-b/f thinks you are Heaven sent
Your g/f-b/f thinks your kiss is tangy
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And I can't get girls?!

Must stay on track damnit!!!
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Weirdness today [Dec. 6th, 2004|09:42 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]
[Current Music |Nuku Nuku - Watashi ni Happy Birthday]

So I'm on my way to a show at the high school as an A/V tech, and the licence plate of the car that passes us says: "KAOLLASU" As in the the Love Hina character, Kaolla Su. Hot damn! There are really addicted anime nuts in this town afterall! So it snowed today. Yay, whoopdy-fricken-do. I hate snow. I don't mind the cold that much, but I just hate snow. Then I come home and I get a call from Adelphia, my Cable/ISP client, telling me to call them back, so I did. They were a bit freaked out that I had their internet service, but they never had it down that I should be billed for it. BWAHAHA! I should of never made that call. Talk about a bad case of the Mondays. Either way, I'm hungry, I must raid the kitchen!
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Engaged?! [Nov. 12th, 2004|03:04 pm]
[Current Mood |geeky]

My dad and his girlfriend of overa year are finaly engaged. No set date for the marriage, but I've got to say congrats to them.

I busted up my forearm in gym today and I'm now off to the mall to play DDR. Good thing it doesn't require the use of hands.
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2004|02:04 am]
To be honest, this suprised me.

My age

17

How old are other lj users are compared to me:
Younger
My age
Older
26%
11%
63%
There are 231653 lj users the same age as me.
Enter age:

LJ Age was bought to you by
[info]_imran_ and MemeLand.org


I'm tired but can't sleep. Now what...
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